no im not in love. no way. just.. *sigh* today i saw someone for the first time in a while.. like well ok i saw him about 3months ago, but i actually spent time wit him, in his own.. environment, if you wanna say.

at the risk of sounding like a total obsessed freak, ima write down everything that im feeling - in an attempt to sorta.. figure my feelings out. no idea really. neway. here's what happened; worked today -730-230. was ok. time went fairly quick, although around the 1ish mark, time has a habit of going real slow.. lol neways. around 220, was serving, and yeh mum came in wit maureen. so yeh ended up going to the gym, n she n mum went fruit shopping.

neways. after gym dropped maureen at glenz place *thats where she  lives now* - on the way there, like going thro Ryde.. oh man it bawt back memories. going down the same road every single Saturday for like over a year.. neway. i know now where he lives.. lol but no offence.. its sorta like.. hobo ville. neway wait. lol. dropped her off.. and shes like *wanna come in? so yeh mum got out of the car >< sorta hoped she wouldnt. but than again, i wanted to see what their place was like... ok its like an apartment block- real.. ew.. lol ok im being mean.. just its way different from where they used to live.. just up the road really.. *sigh* outside was his truck *wats left of it neway -the backz gone lol* n his bike.. his sexy blue bike lol. neway. we got to the door, n shes like *not sure if glenniez here, should be* arrgh.. n yup sure enough, walkd in, and *coz the flat is so small* the front door openz right to the lounge, and there he was..sprawld across the lounge.. .that same lounge..

me n mum walkd in.. so akward.. he said hello.. of course.. n yeh, i was like *heeey.. mum went to the bathroom, so it was just me maureen n him for a few mins. total awkwardness. sat down in the rocking chair.. i so remember that lol -its so comfy. and yeah. finally mum came back, n i went in, didnt have to go the bathroom ofcourse.. just wanted to get.. out of there.. lol its so small n cramped that uno.. ur full.. in each others faces. the bathroom. so totally gross, lol (lynx-green hangover one)* but yeh.. than walkd out.. of course.. mum had to sit on the only single chair.. SO it meant i had to sit nxt to glen.. ARGH. lol well we were on two seperate sides of the couch.. but still.. oh man. wearing shortz n a shirt. talkd a bit.. maureen lol so funny, running around, getting cofee.. i had a pepsi.. like him.. lol talkd bit, he was watching the Grandfather; mum talking bout the races *wat's new?* n like we had the usual family talks LOL bout nan, n marie.. etc. man. i lookd so crap. wearing my GYM clothes. great. i wanted him to see me, wit my new weight loss. just really u couldnt see AT ALL coz i was wearing my baggy trackies! argh! KILL ME.

oh well i dont care. not wanting to impress him. ok thats a lie.

i do want to.

uno im writing this only because i need to get it off my chest. bn on my mind all arvo, soon as i got in the car i msged people. just.. it reminded me why i loved him so much. i dont think il ever b able to .. escape him. i think about him all the time. not like that tho; just like yesterday! i didnt even know i was gonna see him, yet i was listening to my ipod *wats left of me* n he was on my mind.

sitting there nxt to him reminded me so much of before all the shit that happened, happened. when we were just friends, normal-ness. but than.. there wasnt that awkwardness. still has the cute feet.. especially the big toe. lol god im sucha.. idiot. why do i notice these things? still has the same signature.. signed the foxtel magazine. he was a bit.. tense at first? like uno, stuck firmly to one side.. but than he full layed out? so hopefully.. he felt ok. i shouldnt even be writing this, coz if neone read it n he found out.. he'd get totally pissed off -he got so mad when i said i was over him, when i wasnt. but i am. im just.. i miss him. fuck fuck fuck FUCK. why do i have these stoopid feelings?

i sound like an EMO! lol neways. holidays peoples! officially start 2morrow! its a public holiday *not working! dammit. working wednesday tho, wen the crew day out is on! lol another dammit. neway. i better go. getting tired. broncos won! woohoo!

omg dudes. today was the last day of year 11. the next time i rock up to skewl.. il be a year 12`er. oh man. this time exactly nxt yr.. il be graduating! arrgh!

lol. so scary, yet so damn exciting. il be getting ready for the hsc, freaking out no doubt, studying heapz but getting ready to partay!lol. our grade, for once, are gonna be the ones everyone else lookz up to. the onez that everyone else is scared of! lol. mannnn.. im just.. wow. in one year. il be finishd my schooling. its so weird to imagine life without skewl. good n bad. just.. i have no idea what i want to do wit my life. oh god Charlottes getting awl deep here lol. but really. i have no idea- i luv writing, but the UAI i need to go newhere wit that career is like 98. im not underestimating myself here, just.. im being a realist. than i luv hospitality. loveee it. that would mean tafe - which soundz good? fun? n not as stressing, or expensive as uni. lol but man! ive always wanted to say *i go to uni* lol. man! we're so nearly adultz! n like.. we're gonna have to... uno be real independant n stuffs. omg im not even in yr12 yet. lol so lets have this talk nxt yr..

moving on! havent blogged in yonks. just bn heapz busy, n cbb really! watz bn happening? examz were.. alrite. history didnt come first, but third is ok im guessing, being a 92%. really surprised myself wit religion - 94% in exam! highest in class, which hopefully meanz i came first? not sure. but maybe? english.. lol not as high as id like.. but still ok. wat else? legal? 89% rekic still didnt seem impressed *sighs* LOL. but i beat Nam! wowser!
apart from getting examz back, this wk has bn a total bludge at skewl. todayz, was year 12graduation; literally fried in the heat- so sad watching the year 12z cry *sighs* . but oh well! im not sure if il cry? i probz will but i mean, like the people who truely matter to me, will always play a role in my life; so im not too worried =)
after skewl, finished early- the THREE BESTIES FINALLY WENT OUT TOGETHORZ! *ME KANAKZ N NATZ* LOL....................... and michelle. lmao! dw! i love you too :P cant believe it. havent bn out in ages. russshdd to get something to eat; than made the 230 session; everyone was there! lol. met up wit jansii n friend too so yups. it was good. Saw Step up. really a great moviee! LOL channing tatum is GORJUZ. n MINE MARIA! lol. i really wanna become a dancer now! ~ really great dancing.
after the movie, went shOpping. nat bawt her wedges, n michelle bawt her too small bra lmao while me n kanika got raped on the shiatsu machine outside Target, while the young st Patz boy perved on me. lmao.
than shopd a bit more; i bawt a few things; a cute skirt SIZE 10! be proud peoples! a cute leaf necklace + a nice *too tight, as ive realised lol now-its ok tho* lol orange stripy top. 45bux? not too bad. than nat had to go! *grr. so went Cafe Bello *memoriez! wit mich + kanakz. had a real nice dinner! n a good talk. so yup fun fun times. kanika left, and me n mich cawt train hOme. lOve going out wit d girlz! :)

2morrow, going out againz! *HEY ITS THE HOLIDAYZ* kanika n i, as planned for many weekz, are finally going to luna park! hopefully mich + maria are coming along too (Maria i miss yOu! -shes bn on work placement ALL wk!gayness sis! LOL- serz il see stepup again!i luv it!)but yeh. 2morow gonna rock. n even tho my cupcake is visiting someone ELSE; when he equally could be seeing SOMEONE ELSE a.k.a ME!lmao, ima miss him heapz-mwa*
gonna take capitolz too? than work on weekend. ew. such long shifts too.oh well money!wow. long blog. lemme know if neone still readz! luv yOu all. xxx FAMILY GUYZ ON!

wow! have not been here in yonks! seriously, last entry was like.. the andrew phase! ahah ew.
well wat have i been up to? well, people might not get this, but some might.. i LOVE babiez again! (aww i luv this song.. so flowinnggg.. girl u knowwwww u shoulda never left me aloneeeeeeee) hehez. well yups. last two weekz of school has bn examz! arrgh! bn heapz stressed coz i havent really studied at all compared to like the half yearliez etc; like i didnt even write notes, just uno, sat down n memorised it. dun think i will do as well, but hey. teaches me a lesson.

maths was alrite and same wit english -but not uber confident.than ARRGH i had religion + legal on the same day. serz, two subjects wit shit loadz of content LOL; i was serz so worried but relo was cinch man, i expect high 80z or even 90z? not sure bout my extended responses tho, they were sorta all over the place (THERE WAS 3 CMON!thats loadz in 2 hrz!)n effin aus. relo was init! studied for no reason. than legal was alrite; some bits hard. CANNOT believe that fi is leaving legal studies! now i have nothing wit you biatch lol.

oh wow, uno me n maria went out heapz during the dayz we were meant to be studying? on monday, after mathz we went city, to greenbOx *KAREOKE!lmao. *sighs* n we took capitol? no wait that was.. wednesday! ahahaz. than we went out sat? to look for street idOL, but ended up finding walking ATMZ *WHO FOLLOWED US - were so gonna be on tv!* lmao, n ended up seeing material girlz, n taking more capitolz!

today was business; was freaked out, but was ok? stoopid business plan question worth 5markz! wtf?! i fink i screwd up the finance bit, but oh well dropping it! mich finished like 30minz early, n she kept staring at me, n im like WHAT R U DOING MICH! LOL *to the floorrr - mariah & nelly* havent listend to her album in ages!

after biz, went to bw wit fiOna+mia n saw Silent Hill - which went for 2n a half hourz n was gay! LOL. sorta scary, but meh. only 8bux so yeah. oh btw im heapz broke, didnt work the last two wkz! ><" waiting on tax nowz. than went swimming! LOL went back home to get our cozzies, maria got there last n than I ENDED UP MISSING THE BUS lmao *sighs* so i cawt one BY MYSELF, n yeh met her @dan murphyz* than yeh, i wore my bikini for the first time =D i lookd so hot! ahaha i luv pat! *mariaz sis* she said *is that charlotte? AHAHA COZ IM SO SKINNY, yupz. u can hardly see me nemore lmaaooooo.

swimming was fun, gorjuz life guard! n one ugly one who lookd like *nautica* dude. ew. lol history on thurs than im freeee! than last wk of skewl - bludggggeee! go luna park wit kanikaz n natz on last day? woots! FERRIS WHEEL KANAKZ! AHAH sheL start freaking out again muahhhhhhhhhhhahahha.

omg btw everybody! justinz albumz came out! *FUTURE SEX N LOVE SOUNDZ* serz, its the best i luv it. best songz are like all of em, but my favz atm are *wat goes around comes around*, summer love* and *losing my way*-luvz it!

glenz 21st was last wkend? wow.. hes 21.. member like 3 yrz ago.. wat i was going thro.. *shudders* bad memories.. didnt go party.. but yeh bawt him a prezzie. hope he liked it. maureen told me that it was just a piss up newayz? so yeh. damn. woulda luvd to see anthony in those pink shortz!bahaha. talkn bout bOiz, talking to jamez a bit? hmmz. so hot n cold tho... =/ so cute tho ahah. asteriOn is still herez, but im *saying goodbyee* LOL jks! its a nice song.. *huggles*

well better study... meh.. rovez on tonite! LOL xoxoxoxo

hi all.

feeling a bit downs. i dunno. everybody; lol andrew's a poofta. but neways. im not mad; we just wantd different things ryt? i want a bf; someone to hug; hold hands; talk to endlessly.. thawt he wantd that too.. obviously not -> geez. im stupid. sorry, im in a sorta emo mood atm. finished homework; should be writing up notes for yearlies but nah, hafnt blogged in yonks so im allowed!

n some people know.. uno, wat im waiting for.. lol. arrgh. freaking me out; just so paranOid. but its ok. i know im just stressing. man my skirt feels tight lol -ate heapz yesterday n today. went to bankx wit maria lol ate oporto. today walkd home, than up to maccas, n totally defeated the purpose of walking ahahz. im so dumb. but not really concetrating on my weight atm. after the 17/18th i will oks? ahah.

glens bday coming up. see; i cant even stress about that yet! lol.i dunt know if i want to go now or not; kellys like invite andrew, n thats like pointless seing as hes so not interested nemore in me. geez. ive always seen this sorta thing happen on sex in the city lol. like after  2 dates, they just dont call, or return msgs etc. hes always online n stuff, just we dont talk. n if i do iniate convo, its so.. ungh. oh wells. i got justin to talk to lol *huggles*

mums at work; should be home soon. it was her bday today! big 58! made her a card, real nice one lol, even if i do say so myself; woke up at 630 (!!!! i know!!) lol. made her a coffeee, than went baQ to sleep ahahs. skewl was alrite; got H.I.P back! guez who got full marks! lol yups. thank goolay. mrz scotts bn acting a bit weird lately. like quieter? so i was thinking aye, maybe i did bad n shes like disappOiintd? lol well apparently not. got relo speech back too, A+! going well. lol buziness due nxt wk. arrgh. she keeps saying *this shuld b includd in ur buziness plan omg! mines already printed awf man! it was, like a month ago! (so due wk 1! lol. as if im redoing it - i dun care! so dropping bizness).

that remindz me, those career things 2morrow - mines during period 2, relo.

newai. nearly 9 ~ might finish awf business notes to annoy michelle hehez =P omg did i tell u guys! im getting a nsync dvd awf ebay! LOL yups. madison square! so xcited. il let u know when i get it ahas.

OMG > even bigger news. GOING TO ITALY NXT YEAR! yups! wit the skewl - nearly 5 grand tho; u rkn its worth it? nat n kanakz going, so yeah itL b mad! we get to go the colessuem.. n pisa.. n tonees of other places! do i wanna go tho? like i do, badly! but than, that means no spending at all for the nxt yr! aww... lol no shOpping!><""

bn talking to anthony a bit lately; hes fighting wit flick, so yeahs :( x3 my bigbrother!

nwais. i better go; il blog soon, lol prOmise. xxxx (i wish i had someone to hug)

omgz bn so buzy lately! okz.. last time i blogged? dass right, hardrock cafe.. okz..

school - won at bowling *again!lmao gotta make it 3times in a row on monday! =D .. bn walking heapz to school - trying to make my stoopid legz a bit skinnier lol. IM COMING SIZE 10!! DW! IM COMING! lol not long hopefully? i fit into a size 12 skinny jean? so hmmz, n its getting big?

newaiz. got legal back! 22/25 wich i was pretty pumped about! lmao i beat people who did a powerpoint! lmao hilarious. congratz nat! 25! go u! or *go team! as u say ahahz.

ok friday night! *hehe*.. jenez4genez day! wore mufti, n met up wit andrew* wore pretty much what i wore to natz bday, cept diff top *the rachel bilson one* lmao *sighs* .. it was pouring! wait this was yesterday ryt? lol yupz. so yeah cawt the buz, filled aranya + yOomee on wat was happening! every1 knew *ahahz* so yeahz. andrew was late, so had gjz wit tannitta + hOdan, who TOTALLY freakd me out n said he was gOnna rape me lol; hodan n me decided where to sit in the cinemaz lmao which didnt come to any use coz we sat up the back newaiz! ahahz.

so yeahz, he was 46minz late! ahahz. sum random chick askd me about my flatz hehe. n sarah said i lookd pretty! so i was confident. =) so yahz, andrew rang me! n yupz we met!*first the first time!* lol (met him on MYspace btw) - cutie! BUT SO EFFIN TALL! like a whole head above me *ahahz tanitta! so not short! n sucha cutie lol. cawt the train to townhall; went thrO the traincarriage thingo 4the first time! ahahz. but yeah, convo came easy, thank goshies.

got there; so lost! n my umbrella broke :( lmao, had to ask directionz for the cinmema! LMAO i know id get lost.. so yeahz.. saw my super Ex girlfriend* (sat ryt at the back lol was heapz full the cinema)n yeahz, saw emily!*never knew she workd there!* n yupz snackd on pineapplez, snakez n choc freckles*mine!*lol his stoopid pineapplez got like a zillion!

so yeahz movie was alrite.. didnt really pay attention ... =P ahahaz. it was a very nice.. newaiz!hehehehehehehhehehe x100000 .. than had hunGry jacKz n trained to stratty - listend to his *screamer?music. lol .. its different! hugged heapz =D kept touching my butt tho lol ><". than got to stratty, went to gjz again, n just walkd around;.. I LOVE OUTSIDE OF WOOLWORTHZ!LMAO MEMORIES!!!!!!!! nwaiz

work today! boring, 930-4. so gay! ran, n adam said i did, n i quote; "excellent" =D n yupz! ungh gotta do religion + legal! work 2mz.. n nxt saturday anOther date wit andrew! =D (keep writing andre!lmao maria!-where r u! wanna tell u dtailz!)

anthonyz so cute; obsessing about flick lol. aw! perfect match. OMG DAVID GOT EVICTED!from BB! omgz. i vote camillaz gonna win?

newaiz. friday - went to bankx wit maria + mich! lmao bus ride hilarious; cute little asian boy! n the huge blonde guy!ahahz. HE SO MOVED TO GET A BETTER VIEW OF MY NEW HAIR!ahahz. shopped a bit, ate *oporto!, n than saw the Lakehouse *i so wanted to see YOUmeANDdupree.. pfft. it was ok, didnt really pay attention, went to the bathrOom n was sms`ing steph n fi! lol *micheelee trying to organise her way home.

than LMAO walkd out, bankstown dead as, LMAO LMAO LMAO this was so funny, started walking to the bus thingo/place, and i was like "omg wat if we got like abducted? LMAO LMAO THAN THIS DUDE STARTED RUNNING TOWARDZ US, ALL IN BLACK LMAO OMGZ michelle full jumped back n we all screamed! LMAO n than he ran right past. lmao lmao lmao lmao i swear so funny. than a chick came outta the same place n i screamed. ahahz.

neawiz. than cawt the bus home *nice busdriver*.. went to maCcas *CROSSED THE BRIDGE! SO SCARY! we just like started screaming, in the middle of it, where its really dark ahahaz. than stayed wit maria while she replaced her shift *sighs* n yah went home. felt really uncomfortable but hey; used to it by now right?

btw asteriOn is at a convention thingo, i miss him so much! i have so many fotos to show u lol. mwahz*

work yesterday; than HARDROCK CAFE! yupz! to celebrate natz bday. SO MUCH FUN! lol met LINH! n ELLA! so nice =). got to nats, n watched em to her hair, than kanakz come.. watchd a bit of IGNITE dvd.. than hit the road! lol took so many fotos in the car; about an hour drive.. when we got there we went mad! luv the hotel type door thingz lol. OMG so many couplez! so depressing lol but cute as. ordered; i had nachoz! so big. n so full after!

walkd around heapz, took so many fotos. memories! than nat got happyBDAY`d! lol than.. went baCk to natz house, had cake! yummz.. than went home! promised to keep in touch wit linh + ella!lol finally, HAPPY BDAY NATASHA! love u!

work today. so tired in the morning but hey good money. skewl 2morrow. meh. BOWLING! YAY!

hello all! goshies. never blog much nemore. so busy tho. i have had so many freggin assignemnts due these last 2 wkz man, its crazy! just did legal speech this arvo- wrote it the night before lol, n like was so stuck on it, BUT she said it was excellent so its all good! =D i knew i was gOing so red. i think she just felt sorry for me? hahaz. but REKIC wasnt there! woots. i woulda bn even worse! plus my nose kept running but yeahz. it was all good? so hopefully a good mark for that..

IT WAS MY 2 WONDERFUL BEST FRIENDS BDAY THIS WK! kanikaz on tuesday n natz todaiz. natz got a GUESS WATCH! n kanakz got A DIGI CAM! woots, go u guyz! i can not believe nat is 17. lol. its not fair! i gotta wait serz a whole yr! n poor kanika! just turned 16 lol. natz bday on saturday night; hardrOck cafe in the city - should be fun? never bn there before.

just came back from bw. got an early leave from school, and yeahz, went to cathyz parentz house. lol sucha typical italian house, but her little kidz r so cute! adriano + claudia? shes gorjuz! so yeah, i luv cathy! shes so cute man, n her style rocks. she tawt me how to "tease" hair lol (maria!! i so know how nowz! LOL) but yeah - nxt time i go back, shes gOnna have the darker colour there for me. so yupz! going darker soon peoples!

at bw.. went shOpping for kanakz present but just gOnna give her money?lol she can than do watever she likes ok! im hopeless at prezzies. than went gasparo + than maccas =D lol gosh, im eating so badly. had some sort of take away nearly every day lol *oh wells. im doing heapz of exercise. walkd to skewl yupz WALKD to skewl from HERE twice this wk! go me!

aww i saw a bit of justinz new filmclip *IM BRINGING SEXY BACK! he looks so cute! wearing a suit, n full on kissing a chick. watever! lol. oo watchd this britney+justin tribute thingO on youtube *lol yesh another one* n i love her song - *run away* so sad! dwld it everyone!

newaiz. gotta study for bizness assesment. love yOu! theres my hair btw; like it?

helloz! long time no blog. havent had the time really.

watz bn happening? went out for kanakz bday! =D (not her bday yetz tho, i think its the 22nd? lol jkjks!25th!) n yahz. WAIT WAIT no! went out wit bizness peeps too? okz wait. lemme think

*friday - met up wit mich at stratty station. stood there for yonkz! perved on a few guyz lol than JEN + NADINE were late!*grrx. serz like 20minz! lol than ran for the train as usuaL.. *omg can hardly remember wat happened* went straight to the movies.. saw CLICK. omg so sad!we were all crying :( the ending is really good! but den he wakes up! LOL awwz.. me n mich were eating maccas hahaz. *dun spill the sauce!n we got chicken sauce EVERYWHERE lol *sighs** than wat did we dO? cnt member!went shopping! thats it. MYER. could not find ne shoes (but bawt cute black ballet flatz @ bw plaza 2 dayz ago =D) - they took FOREVER in the cd/dvd section man. lol. than we ate! i had.. some azn food?went to valleygurL but didnt buy nething. time flew n than we walkd to capitOL *that stoopid street!so long!.. capitol was fun. but was full stressing bout being home ontime. tried the new machine. funz!

than, got to stratty. said gudbye2every1, n mum pickd up natz. den we were awf to kanakz house! bummed around a bit, than went out to dinner =D *the italian restaurant in the newingtOn village hehe. food was good. me n natz had penne arbiatta?niceeeeee.. den rentd a DVD. sisterhOod of the travelling pantz. ended up playing monopoly but sorta didnt work?lol i didnt watch much of the movie lol went upstairz to write letterz!lmao, n talk on msn. showed everyone anthony on cam hehe. sucha cutie. (so lookz like chris off BB~so cute!)- than they came upz... karuna went to sleep *finally* hahaz. had our rituaL talk about glen! than... kanika went to sleep BUT we forced her to get upz. LMAO so fun man. stole her blanketz, swung arOund on the cool chair.. than she went to our bed, so we all hopped in, *all 3of us* lmao. me n nat were at the bottom n she was at the top.. *130am* "can i go to bed nowz?" no, 5minz. lol than she went, than like 2 minz later we started crawling on the ground LMAO laughing our headz off "ICANHEARYOU" lmao!than we got freaked out by the black figure we saw down the stairz!so went back to bed, n talkd about god for a bits. lol n yahz.

woke up. heapz tired!went to parra for the first time tho!SObig!like 30 levelz! LOL more like 5 but still!saw Stick it @ 10am. wasnt as good as i thawt it would be. okz tho. than started shOpping! =) bawt heapz of stuff.. new topz.. n a skirt.. from TEMPT? so cheap i know lol nothing under 8bux!bargain! n it was all like valleygirL?ate. me n natz had oportO n kanika had JUICE!wdh buyz JUICE for lunch! LOL den we jammed into a passpOrt booth n took fotos!fun!

walkd around sum mores.. so tired. had a BOOST n than went galaxii world! they only let me play one game.. awwz.. :( lol. than went back to kanakz. they watchd HOUSE lol *boring!kanikaz dad tawt me how to make allOooooo gobi, n i printed awf BIZ assignment (WHICH IS DUE FREGGIN WK 6!MARIA! u suck!lol) oh welz ive finished it at least. so yeah den went home!

omg yahz. work.. than skewL. biz xcursion yesterday. centrepoint tower. fun fun. fionaz sucha gronk lol "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh do the SHOPPINGTROLLEY! lol *do the mop!*change the bin!* do the charlotte! GRR. lol saw ronan n the arab on the train. gave mich a wedgie?lmaooo.. than.. yahz. walkd to centrepoint tower. so fun! we had DANNY as our tour guide hehehehheez.. he was nice!went to ashfielD boys.. just turned 21.. LMAO he told us all of this i swear!tour was sorta boring tho.. than time to eat! the lift was scary! *WAVES TO THE ONE ON TOP* hahz. looking down from the 30th floor was scary!ask me for fotos if u want; view was amazing! kept revolving too. food was sorta crap. didnt really like it. mich was sucha pig!hahaz. ate so much!ahahaz. me n steph were too scared to try the kangarOo + emu.. unghz. =S

den we were dismissed *btw i luv mrz siva!didnt actually pay.. hehe. walkd around a bit.. lookd thro myer.. got made upz? she put foundation on me, felt very.. made up lol but pfft as if im paying 65bux!for one thing!den went.. kareOke.. the new one?greenbox? was better i rknz. FROM!THIS!MOMENT!!!!!!! lol long as i livee... fiona+maria are officially crazy lol they scream so loud!nwaiz. than went home.. trainride was funny, as usual. raced to do the MX word jumblez PICPET or watever is not a word! n we won @ suduko.. hehez. than dropped d gurlz home n had maccas! =D headoffice were there, hes so nice! nwaiz. skewl 2mz. cyaz.

omg omg omg ok feel sick ><" just had a small chipz, a zingerburgEr n like a handfuL of starburst jellies! ungh. newaiz. work todays 730 - 3. so boring!kim manaGer.. esin.. mariAz mum.. (who said ive lOst weight =D) .. luke.. chris.. nWaiz. work tiring! sucha long shift! n iAd was being a dxck i swear! bradly needed help serz on drivethrO so i did, but than hes like charlotte come serve, so i did, THAN he goes awf n talks wit his mates while bradly is like DYING!

newaiz! 2mz! going out in city wit.. nadinez miChelle + jenz! fun fun! than sleepover wit kanikaz n natz! woots!.. than shOpping on sat. fun fun fun. bizness assignement dOne!! so yeah HIP + RELO left. newaiz. thats all i wanted to say.. lol luv yAz.

ear candy;; Black fingernailz red wine - eskimO joe
msn;; appearing awfline
mOod;; tired! just came home from running

well hellOs readerz of my blog. *im all puffd out lol* i actually ran for the first time; usually i just walk. but i swear, i lookd like a retard, i bawt my scarf *which kept falling OFF! so i had to wrap it around my arm (great look); my pink londsdale jumper kept unzipping!n my ipod droppd like 3times!lol oh well. i worked up a sweat n thats all that matterz ryt?

watz bn happening lately?jst bn bumming aroundz homes; n working. 11 - 4 yesterday; ran wit laura?boring, but time went quick. eeveryone, according to jas LOL he [niCk] likes her! OooOoo *take the $5! AWWSH. todays, 730 - 3 - so cold this morning! walkd in, maria bombarded me wit dtailz of her n fiOnaz PRIVATE partay wit the mC boiz *sighs** lol. girls. BEHAVE! (im sorta blogging for her COZ her bloG is off. dead;; lazy bum)

newaiz. work was alrite; jas n me playd bumpsiez* LOL. ran todaiiz too =) i was really happyz (coz lately ive bn doing it like every shift) but MARIA THINKS ITS JUST COZ NO ONE ELSE WANTS IT. NO! lol. (fiOna hookd up wit david? tsk tsk tsk. not very nice!)workd wit ash.. samara, eve.. sam + iAd were the manaGerz. LMAO oh yeahz, dun wanna talk about anDre *wasteofspace* but uno that GORJUZ old french lady? "2 small french FFLIEZ lol" ; she was like HEY! lol coz she luvs me n eve, *we*re her fav. peoples! lol, n shes like *n that boy up there is GORGEOUZ! lmaooooo so funny, we ran up n told him! hehez. (no offence, she has BADtaste!)

2mz.. working againz 430-8. tuesday.. going to ct wit michelle?n hodan?(she full killd me yesterday! CHARLOTTE! U SUCK!*sighs* to do HIP; at state lib?)than tues arvO going to maCcaz to du biz?wed.. not sure yet? beach? thurs; WORK again! 730 - 3. watta long shift man. AGAINz. fri.. biz day out! lol ct probz. than in the night sleepover wit kanikaz n natz? than sat, going out to parra wit em? FIRST TIME TO GO PARRA! LOL =) *xcited!

nwaiz. i think thats enough blog. dont think neone readz this much nemore! lol. oh wellz, its MEMORIES! plus cbf wit a diary nemores. better keep going on my HIP *arrghz week gone already! done nothing!* oh shat! legal HWK! ><"